Friday, November 16, 2012

A Prayer of Unknown Sorrow.


WHY DO I HAVE TO FIGHT ALONE! GOD I NEED SOME ONE!. I know I have you I know

I can fight along side you God. BUT WHY DO I HAVE TO FIGHT ALONE IN THE 

LONELINESS WITH HOW COMFORT with out embrace. Thats something I miss. I wish I 

could have that embrace that love people surrounding me in this moment. When things 

are tough. Lord I know all I need is you. But I need people around me to pray for me to 

comfort me I need to feel the real thing of some ones embrace. For tears stream down my 

face. This lonely ness seeps in. WHY OH GOD! DO I FEEL LIEK THIS WHY DO I HAVE TO 

FIGHT ALONE!. God I need some one. I need your love to FIll me. I need some one. The 

Friend I need by my side the most one of them also need help. The other is helping. But I 

find I can not Interrupt I cant get the right Embrace from them. Lord why do I have a hard

 time with sharing my feelings with Guys. I cant do it. I dont feel the love fro them.  

Lord I dont know why I feel like this. LORD Why is this about me. Why does it have to be 

about right now. For my sorrow is SOOO DEEP. I Pray Lord for My friends that they will

 feel loved that they will have what I cannot. That embrace that love and someone beside

 them. I need that embrace that they have but I just simply dont deserve it. I am broken.

 Only you Lord can pick up my peaces. Lord I need you to show me what is causing this 

great sorrow in my heart.