“The Moment when you go out with your bible in the rain and you read Gods
word. At first you pray you feel next to nothing. Then out of no where His falls upon you,
filling you up with His love.” - John Dyck
I have been feeling defeted lately. I still feel the more invest into people I get
nothing… I know it is stupid to feel that way. I still feel like I am doing a lot of the work
still like no one wants to hang out with me. I still feel like I have to be the person to go
up to you. I know I am ranting on stuff I have said before. But it is still a struggle I am
going through. I just pray daily for someone to instead of me hanging out with them that
they would come to me. There have been few encounters of this that have happened. I
loved them because it did not feel like work. It was nice I enjoy it. But most of the time I
feel like when I need someone to talk to or someone to be there. There is no one
around. I know I got God to talk to he is always there. I love that. But to Physically talk
to someone and talk to them I feel a lot better.
I am making this short but I hope you can pray for me. For this is something that I
have had to deal with my whole life just I need prayer. Thank you.
