Don't Fear

There will always be some sort of evil. I guess that's what you would call it. A form of 

doubt and fear. Yes. We all experience it. But here's the question. Why do we allow it to control us? Why is it always present? No no no. I am not talking about the little fears, but even then it can seam like though's are big. But no I am talking about the big ones. Like Social, physical and emotional fears. It always seams like you can't get away from them. 

Well I have taught my self that fear controls you because you let it. Yes... Yes. I like that. Hahaha laugh at the fear, at the the darkness we all have inside. 

Once you feel it lifting you will see one thing. it is not you who is lifting it off. No no... Think of it this way. Jesus. Ah huh!! I got it yes yes! You know the prayers that you pray. Well let's just say they are never ignored. You may not see results right away. Hmmm well maybe you do. Sometimes. But God always has a plan. You might get a yes or a no or yet you might get a yes.... But not right now I will bring it into your life when your ready. But this is the thing!!! Haha they way you want it. Well I'm sorry to tell you. It might not be they way you want it. But God makes the prayer show it's self in a way you could not even imagine. It will be so much better then what you thought!! When you look at the way you saw the pray it seems dull and boring. Uhhhggg it's happened so many times the way He works my thoughts can just some times be so dull. Why oh why is it dull. God yes I see. You do thing in such a holy way. We need to act in a way that holy to keep what God has given us. So yes the fear that I feel it is hard. Oh so very hard to get rid of!! I scream, "God get rid of these unneeded fears. You tell us don't let it control us. but but but it is Hard! I need the fears lifted of me Lord. Oh Father how you love me." 

As I stand here pondering on what I have spoken out loud. We all should know that feeling of the Holy Spirit resting upon us giving us comfort and strength. I can feel Him moving in. Oh what a sweet embrace. Jesus.. Jesus.. Oh how great you are. Oh what you sacrificed for us. Oh what passion you have for us. You love us so much.. Why can't I love you the way you love me. 

Well thats another thing we may not know how to love like God, but it is good enough for him. We go on with our days thinking to our self's what if we talked to Jesus through all our thoughts. Because He was to be in our life's. No I know what you are saying right now. I don't want him in my secret life apart from him. Yes yes I am a Christian. Yes I believe in Jesus but I want to live my own life. Why I say to you. You may say it is simpler. I'm saved that's all that matters. No! Keep him on your mind he will help you with though's burdens that you hide from him. When you bring him into everything in your life then truly I tell you life will get better harder but better. He will teach so much. He loves us all. That's all that truly matters. When we let him into all our fears and insecurities. He will breath life into us. A very sweet breath that intoxicates us all. Let him breath life into your dry bones and live the life God has for you.